Alert the Audience!

Passive-aggressive, confessing, repressive
 Structurally uncertain, transparent, transgressive
 I've stumbled into something and i don't know what it is
 All I-beams, bolts and plaster, corners painted in piss
 Mistakes are the brakes that I'm cutting on me
 Fast down the hill, impossibly free
 Faster and faster, I'm burning the gears
 My tears are streaming back into my ears
 My enemies I knew too well
 They bickered amongst themselves
 I have a rule I love to break
 It ends in tears, cursing and shakes
 I'm a clown and I'm choking on blood, teeth and tongue
 Fuck the spectators, fuck the "he was so young"
 Fuck forced sympathy through lifeless glass eyes
 Povichian voyeurs drinking my cries
 Fuck-faced trilobites waiting to die
 I can't stand the humor, and i can't stand the lies