The First Eviction Notice

A temple
 Corroded.
 Eviction
 Pending.
 Embrace me.
 Cold night.
 Gray sky.
 Streetlight.
 Lyrical
 Descention.
 Attention
 Fading.
 Breathless, I'm a mess.
 Kissless, I'm in distress.
 I'm barely breathing.
 This crowning anguish.
 Locked up nervous reflex.
 I've got to build up from the inside.
 A relapse.
 Reflection.
 Distorted.
 Repression.
 Smiling spitefully,
 Longing for you to sew up my seams.
 I'm barely breathing.
 I've abandoned old identities,
 Skin I couldn't fit into,
 Songs I couldn't write,
 My voice will fade into this starless night.
 Can I get much blinder?
 Can I kick myself much harder?
 Have I accepted this
 To torture myself?
 You can't see me.
 Have I invented you?
 I'm barely breathing.
 You so easy to believe in.
 And it's so depressing,
 That I'm always second guessing,
 That I'm always second guessing,
 That I'm always second guessing
 Myself.