Kaleidoscope

Was a long night turned into a long day back into a long night left to go
 My worries were as many and as bright and as broken as the reflectors in the middle of the road.
 I guess I became a danger and all my friends became strangers,
 I was feeling as cold and as alone.
 As a new lovers hell and I can already tell that I wasnt going home.
 No, I aint going home
 Cause I... want to feel.
 Like something God made.
 Even if it hurts sometime
 And I... want to live
 and die the long way.
 Even if its hard sometime.
 I'm sitting in a heartache and looking at kalediscopes
 Peeping through the bottom of my glass
 I'm plenty old to drink but still pretty young to think
 that my future might be shorter than my past.
 Theres a new light chasing off the moonlight making way for those with someplace to go
 Their gonna close the doors after one more song
 but I aint going home
 no I aint going home.
 Cause I... want to feel.
 Like something God made.
 Even if it hurts sometime
 And I... want to live
 and die the long way.
 Even if its hard sometime.
 God send me a radio, send me a song
 That will send me far away, send me back home.
 Give me a reason, give me a way
 Bring me tomorrow and wash away today
 Give me everything I want
 Give me everything I need
 Give me all the means... to believe
 Cause I... want to feel.
 Like something God made.
 Even if it hurts sometime
 And I... want to live
 and die the long way.
 Even if its hard sometime.