Spilling the Seed

She smiles at me
 and I see
 milk in her breasts
 She smiles at me
 and I see
 heat on her breath
 She smiles at me
 and I see
 sadness and death
 My brother's dead
 so she said
 I am a weed
 My brother's dead
 so she said
 you know my need
 My brother's dead
 so she said
 I need your seed
 But then again
 can it end
 with smiling eyes
 But then again
 can it end
 with me inside
 But then again
 can it end
 without a lie
 I spilled the seed
 on her knee
 and on the ground
 I spilled the seed
 on her knee
 as we laid down
 I spilled the seed
 on her knee
 and then she frowned
 A bittersweet
 memory
 sticks in my soul
 A bittersweet
 memory
 won't let me go
 A bittersweet
 memory
 is just a hole