The Comfort of Small Defeats

And I watch from a distance you move unlike anything I have ever seen,
 I'd like to fall asleep calmly next to you safe in your care to guide me home.
 But most nights I am filled with superstition and fear
 Kiss your hair and knock on wood.
 And it never
 Feels like enough,
 No matter how far we go
 It never feels like enough.
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 I know you are not right
 But you are perfect for me.
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 Everything is fine.
 Everything is falling apart.
 Everything is fine.
 Everything is falling apart.
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 I cut myself at thoughts of losing you,
 Shake myself awake at dreams of dying alone,
 I worry about the slightest discomfort,
 I worry about anything could take me from you.
 But we are the dreamers
 We are the dreamers
 The ones who despite the odds shot for the stars
 And I will hold on to everything we have built
 Because you are the reason
 That I know I will make it through the night
 You are the reason
 That I know I will make it through,
 I will make it through