Low Tide

It's 4am and we're sailing away
 From the port that we call home
 I feel a pain that I cannot explain
 A feeling I know all too well
 Tears won't help but I weep anyway
 For the ones that were left behind
 Slowly I can't remember their faces
 Slowly they start to die
 I wan't someone beside me
 Yet I push them all away
 I walk upon these stormy seas
 What I feel I shouldn't say
 If you only knew what I could do
 If you only knew what's really inside
 If you only knew what I don't think I could tell you
 It's better just to watch the tide watch the tide
 Its been way too long since I've been home
 Longer than it's ever been before
 Too long since I've been on dry land
 Too long since I've walked through your door
 I'm guilty of a lot of things
 I wish I hadn't done
 I've sat back and watched
 While others set the sun
 I know right now
 If I could do it all again
 I wouldn't be so far away, from me
 If you only knew what I could do
 If you only knew what's really inside
 If you only knew what I don't think I could tell you
 It's better just to run and hide,
 Run and hide