IWonderWhoTookMyPlaceThisTime (feat. Corpse Husband, ZOTiYAC, TMTTMF, Izzo Kenpachi)

Being alive doesn't make you alive
 I mean
 Waking up everyday and breathing isn't living
 And ultimately no matter how successful you become
 Or how far you go
 You will meet your demise just as the next man will
 What if, life is always like this?
 What if you die
 And the "Afterlife" or your second time around is no different?
 That would terrify me
 I've been stuck so long trying to figure out why I'm still here
 Because I know I can be gone whenever I want
 And the most pathetic part is
 I had to create a reason for myself
 To continue doing this daily routine
 But what's the point in all this and me
 Trying so hard to succeed if it won't mean shit?
 I'm gonna rot and dry out in rigor mortis just like everybody else
 I'll try to make it pretty
 Given, the fact that you are not actually living
 It really wont make a difference if you attempted for instance
 Imagine if you had a vision of life after this one
 And it was just continuation but switching dimensions
 Dementia becomes common and comets constantly hitting
 Your inner self
 Telling you go to hell or a prison
 But nooses get to glowing and now you showing resistance
 Consistently in your conscience the demons want you to end it
 Fuck it or fine forget it
 I can't picture the image
 Seems as though my prediction is validated I figured
 Why should I waste my time
 Tryna move myself and maneuver
 If you still stuck in the past and I'm feeling fit for the future
 Suddenly I feel subtle
 Not exactly a juggle
 Tryna cut through the struggle
 Ain't doin shit but I'm troubled
 Maybe the mass need muzzles
 My mask ain't made for this hustle
 Never thought I would get it
 See pain I always inflict it
 Bring the lights down
 No I don't need the attention
 Cause true talk
 I've been shining in the dark
 For a minute
 If you say you wanna kick it
 And to get it baby what's good
 But you'll have to do
 So much more than that
 I've got girls around the world now
 Singing every single words now
 But you know I can't change
 You might see me when I'm too faded
 Steppin out an all black range
 With a butterfly blade
 And 10 minutes late
 Too my own funeral
 I wonder who took my place this time
 I'm trynna make a difference
 Really don't care if they listenin'
 Fuck these nigges dissin
 Everything I spitting
 Kill em in an instant
 She said it was no feelings involved
 Tell me how come I missing these calls
 I got addictions I'll solve
 I barely feel the withdrawals
 I barely feel them at all
 Now I barely feel the same
 Me and these nigges not the same
 I made such a mistake
 I allowed myself to feel pain
 Now I'm struggling on the wrong death train
 All these thoughts in my brain
 Feel like I'm drifting away
 Shawty can you keep me safe?
 Shawty can you keep me safe?
 Shawty can you keep me safe?
 Shawty can you keep me safe?