Where Are You Now? (feat. girlhouse)

You proudly carried your conditions like a cross
 I calculated my position and went along
 One night turned to one week, turned to one year
 Wrong side of the right life, but I'm right here
 We were 19, you were nervous
 Tracing butterflies on the curtains
 Coming up with what you gonna say
 'Cause he always calls late, and you knew you couldn't hurt him
 So then, tell me how was I supposed to feel?
 How was I supposed to heal? To hell with your closure
 But I still want mine
 Where are you now?
 Are you shaking, love? Are you faking a smilе? Yeah
 Where are you now?
 I'm brеaking down, but I'm gaining ground, yeah
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 I was treating my heart like you treat a burned end
 Taking every bit of bad advice I ever heard, mm
 One night turned to one bride, what an affair
 You lied and tried to hide your colors from your cousin while she dyed your hair
 Well, you got me now
 Where are you now?
 Are you shaking, love? Are you faking a smile? Yeah
 Where are you now?
 I'm brеaking down, but I'm gaining ground, yeah
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 We were 23, I was nervous
 Tracing butterflies on the curtains
 Thinking that there's gonna come a day when I finally take his name
 And I know I don't deserve it
 We were 19, was it worth it?
 We were 19, was it worth it?
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 Where are you now?
 Are you shaking, love? Are you faking a smile? Yeah
 Where are you now?
 I'm breaking down, but I'm gaining ground, yeah
 I'm breaking down