Stranger

There's a stranger in my bed
 But I've known her since forever
 Even if this is the end
 One more night we could pretend
 For tonight let's just pretend
 I've been carrying all the pain
 And bouncing all around my brain for nothing
 Pieced it all together and I still can not defend the reason why
 I fell for my fears and that look in your eyes
 Bent myself backwards and lived in a lie
 For 42 weeks I've been broken inside
 Surrender my chest and you cut me open wide
 Now there's this stranger in my bed
 But I've known you since forever
 Even if this is the end
 One more night we could pretend
 For tonight let's just pretend
 I'm not gonna fall for anymore besides the tense to make me give in
 Pieced it all together and I can't goddamn believe how I was blind so blind
 And now I won't fall for those tears and that look in your eye
 Bent myself backwards, won't live in a lie
 For 42 weeks I've been broken inside
 Surrender my chest and you cut me open wide
 Though I maybe black and blue inside
 I can pick myself back up this time
 Turn it up so I can forget
 I'm good with me myself and I
 All I need is me myself and I