Besides She Said

But who will know my secrets now
 Oh depart, disarm me with your blade
 Let me walk the masses trade in all serenity
 I suffer, you suffer in kindness
 There's a box to sober you up
 When you're drunk on the memory of me, disease
 On a day like today of all days, remember
 I'm not dead, I just went away
 "Besides," she said outside the tent
 "They are playing out song"
 We're bent, we're broke, we're leaning on each other
 Duffled and drunk and the fumes billowing out
 And the city seems so distant, so goodnight
 Goodnight
 Who'll phone the doc when I'm sick?
 Give in to grins, answer only patient questions
 I'm sick of answering, that's my sickness
 Last of the garden gazers
 You've been living in the past too long
 It's unhealthy oh but it's safe child, it's safe
 These are just fleeting moments
 Pick the ones you like and hold on, hold on
 "Besides," she said outside the tent
 "They are playing out song"
 We're bent, we're broke, we're leaning on each other
 Duffled and drunk and the fumes billowing out
 And the city seems so distant
 "And besides," she said
 "We got time left, we're only half dead
 We're only half dead," so goodnight
 Goodnight
 Fall apart baby
 We'll just fall apart, fall apart
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