Everyday

Everyday is a struggle between what I wanna say
 And what I should keep to myself
 And the words that manage to leave my lips
 Don't hurt me, but they hurt everyone else
 So I find myself in need of a pause
 I'm not sure why, but I think that it's because
 Of this desire to be what others want me to be
 Which is nothing close to me
 But I'll see better when the smoke clears
 When the smoke clears inside my head
 And I can listen when the screaming
 Doesn't repeat everything I've said
 And all that remains me and who I am
 At the end of the day and this happens everyday
 Everyday is a battle between what I wanna know
 And what I don't wanna figure out
 And everything in between in these thoughts of mine
 That you know I can't live without
 So I find myself in need of a pause
 I'm not sure why, but I think that it's because
 Of this desire to be what others want me to be
 Which is nothing close to me
 But I'll see better when the smoke clears
 When the smoke clears inside my head
 And I can listen when the screaming
 Doesn't repeat everything I've said
 All that remains me and who I am
 At the end of the day and this happens everyday
 But I'll see better when the smoke clears
 When the smoke clears inside my head
 And I can listen when the screaming
 Doesn't repeat everything I've said
 All that remains me and who I am
 At the end of the day and this happens everyday
 This happens everyday and this happens everyday