Withdrawals

The doctor said to talk to him
 If I wanted to get off my meds
 But I never called his office in
 Poured the bottle in the garbage can
 I'm stuck in this apartment and
 I'm anxious like the cops are here
 I tried to call, like, all my friends
 And none of them are answering
 Is this the moment where I can't control it?
 Got no appetite, I guess the party's over
 I can't sleep at night, and I keep rolling over
 'Cause my skin is itchy and the paranoia
 Got me worried, sick, and it is so annoying
 I been throwing up, it looked like motor oil
 But I chosе to quit, and now I can't avoid it
 The right things to do are the hardеst choices
 Is this the moment when I need a donor?
 Liver failing from the liquor pouring
 All the room is spinning, it ain't vodka, soda
 What is almost killing me is being sober
 Talk about pitfalls
 Surrounded by brick walls
 This is what kids call
 Withdrawals
 Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
 Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
 I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
 Really wish that I was high with all my friends
 Never care for therapist
 My arrogance's embarrassing
 It isn't fair to tear with this
 Addiction place my parents in
 I'm scared repair will never fix
 The voluntary negligence
 The wear and tear my errors did
 They almost had to bury me
 Is this the moment where I screw up and relapse?
 Waste all my money on rehab
 Can't take a pill from the doctor to relax
 Lash out in anger whenever I react
 Feel like a weak man, I don't wanna be that
 Living every day to get a buzz on the weekend
 I'm in the deep end, fighting with demons
 Tryna stay clean, I just really need a reason
 My bones are shaking and my hands and feet
 I see my rib cage, but I can't eat
 I still wake up panicking, so I can't sleep
 I just sit in the bathtub and try to breathe
 Talk about pitfalls
 Surrounded by brick walls
 This is what kids call
 Withdrawals
 Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
 Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
 I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
 Really wish that I was high with all my friends
 I've never felt this bad before
 I don't know if I'll make it
 Don't have the strength to get off the floor right now
 But I'm hoping and praying
 My whole life I wanted more
 This might be the end
 But now I've had too much fun, it's over now
 I loved what I hated
 Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
 Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
 I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
 Really wish that I was high with all my friends
 Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
 Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
 I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
 Really wish that I was high with all my friends