Odd Punk

A new life is what I seek
 Please help me find it
 I thought I understood
 But I'm too damaged
 I'm climbing up, you're pushing down
 I'm getting nowhere
 I'd rather die than live inside
 This backwards fantasy, alone
 I left home for a while
 Sought truth and promise
 Got lost along the way
 But I'm still fighting
 Why am I used to the abuse?
 I'm nearly broken
 I'd rather die than live inside
 This backwards fantasy, alone
 I spin round in circles
 Faster, never stopping
 Harder to catch my breath
 Signs point right, I turn left
 I spin round in circles
 Faster, never stopping
 Harder to catch my breath
 Signs point right, I turn left
 Take it all in stride
 One step at a time
 Take it all in stride
 One step at a time
 I'm climbing up, you're pushing down
 I'm getting nowhere
 I'd rather die than live inside
 This backwards fantasy
 Save me