Rest To Get Better

I haven't slept in forever, only rest to get better
 I'm up every three hours or so
 With the same awful thoughts that keep me in my place
 Too tired to act out or make sense of my days
 Maybe, I'll find peace
 Maybe, between the cold sheets
 Maybe, that's all I need
 Maybe, I'll get some sleep
 I haven't slept in forever, only rest to get better
 And dream up all the ways to escape
 And when I'm wide-awake the world seems to move slowly
 Like long goodbyes from the lonely sound of alarms
 You think you get honest you only get meaner
 You think it gets better you only break cleaner
 Admit you're a liar, admit that you need her
 You think it gets better you only break cleaner
 Maybe, I'll find peace
 Maybe, between the cold sheets
 Maybe, that's all I need
 Maybe, I'll get some sleep
 I haven't slept in forever, only rest to get better
 And dream up all the ways to escape
 And when I'm wide-awake the world seems to move slowly
 Like long goodbyes from the lonely sound of alarms
 I tried everything
 Long goodbyes from the lonely sound of alarms
 You don't remember me
 And we'll never escape from the lonely sound of alarms
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 I will never escape
 Maybe, it was the summer of 03
 Maybe, we were 17 and 16
 Maybe, you don't remember me
 Wide-awake the world moves slowly
 I will never escape from the lonely
 I haven't slept in forever, only rest to get better
 And dream up all the ways to escape
 And when I'm wide-awake the world seems to move slowly
 Like long goodbyes from the lonely sound of alarms
 I tried everything
 Long goodbyes from the lonely sound of alarms
 You don't remember me
 Long goodbyes from the lonely sound of alarms
 And we'll never escape from the lonely sound of alarms