SPEZIAL

She said
 Before you go babe
 Dream a bad dream
 You live in ecstasy
 It's alright
 I'm alright
 It's alright
 But I'mma dream of his murder
 All I'm seein' is murder
 Oh-oh oh-oh
 Waiting on some special
 We can get high and tingle
 Waiting on somethin' special
 Maybe we need nothin' tomorrow
 No no
 This isn't what mighty wanted
 Practically pressured fore my hoe shit started
 Was a little kid
 Squid ink
 Notebook
 Drawing kid
 Hated reading
 Loved eating
 Loved TV
 It was easy
 Hated bullies
 No I didn't
 Like the way they treated me, they're pedigrees
 I'm a mutt, caught inside this little rut
 Why I can't retaliate
 I was never big enough
 Cocked at every single class, every day, every lunch
 So I found my way up
 Plotted in my days out
 Copped a little thingy and I kept it in my play house
 Now they never run a muck
 Now I get to eat my lunch
 Laughing at the system cause I broke you're diamond in the rough
 Somethin' special
 Something special
 Waiting on some special
 We can get high on tango
 Waitin on some special
 Maybe we need nothin' more
 Look at the blocks, look at the shops
 Look at the rug
 Where do you go? Look at the clock
 Lookin' for control
 Isn't it beautiful? Isn't it complex?
 Livin' in grey space
 Go home, no destination, I'm disconnectin my soul
 I'm trynna reconnect with myself
 I don't know what I think is worse
 Could it be that I hate myself?
 Could it be that I miss the suds like
 On a soda
 Pistol at the cobra
 Feel myself slippin, I'll forgive him when it's over
 Waiting on some special
 We can get high on tango
 Waiting on some special
 Maybe we need nothin tomorrow