Years so Much

The landlord's a cut throat
 We've gotta calm down before he wakes
 And I'm trying to breathe right
 I'm closing my eyes in hope she disappears
 She's crying an ocean about me
 I tell her:
 "Lock it up."
 And that's when the dish breaks
 I swear to god it was the loudest bang
 She's holding a pistol
 Goddamn, I bet she's never felt so...
 She's shaking like a nine millimeter
 I tell her:
 "Rat-tat-tat"
 Now I'm leaving for the rest of my life tonight
 And I kissed her neck and I hugged her tight
 No need to jump through the window
 You know I'm a sucker for crescendos
 And I begged her to tell me that she loved me the same
 She shook her head and said she'll never love again
 I made a dash to the window
 Fuck it, I'm gonna kill the crescendo
 So it goes.
 So it goes.
 In heaven so it goes.
 Everybody knows
 How far the rabbit goes
 A clone of copied xerox
 From the hanger in his throat
 I gathered up my evidence
 I threw on my winter coat
 A black cat crossed my path
 And then I saw his ghost
 "Stand still."
 Can't you
 "Stand still."
 "I can't beat your case of bad blues unless you tell me you love her still."
 And I could see it meant more to him than anything had before
 He shook his head in horror and said "Now I love her more."
 And as he hit the window he stopped to say "goodbye"
 She was running towards him with the devil in her eyes
 He fell
 Face first
 Ten floors
 With her
 On top of him beautifully tumbling - dancing almost
 He laughed
 She winked
 The flag burns
 Ship sinks
 Both of them smashing and breaking so brilliantly
 (sax solo)
 He was always saying:
 "If it's broke it's not worth saving,"
 Regretfully the irony
 Was never more so fitting
 He was always cheating
 And she as always dreaming
 Of him coming home one day
 And tell her that he's leaving
 "Stand still."
 Can't you
 "Stand still."
 You can't avoid the window unless you leave the window sill.
 My blood fills with ice, I thought
 "Damn how it's nice to feel
 Sober and bright,"
 I thought
 "Goddamn, it's nice!"
 My dreams filled with ice, I thought
 "Damn, how it's bright
 I never treated her nice
 I should've killed myself twice."
 Bad dreams
 It was like a bad dream woah
 The story of my life:
 "Climbing up stairs felt like:
 Gripping the ledge
 Clearing my head
 She pushed me
 Over the edge."
 (Get your hands off of my hands lover)
 Bad dreams, it was like a bad dream woah