Where's Your Heart Today?

Where's your heart today
 In a love so true and strong, so you say
 But your still afraid
 Of life itself or do you like it that way
 You'll someday see
 How your love is bringing insanity
 The truth, underneath
 The excuses pinch my mind, I can't breath
 No
 Just leave
 So there's not much I can say
 I gave you love, in fear you merely pushed it from yourself
 Just makes me wonder why I ever loved
 When another just got me drunk, and found myself waking up with someone else
 So fade's the reasons to exist
 It's pretty bad when you have paranoia in your own fist
 I'm lost in lust, or whatever you could call this
 I offered you love, but I was less than sand
 And it feels so good 'neath her soft hand
 That my love for you, so starved and strong
 May fall to her touch if you should wait too long
 Not that I'd quit love and force it to sever
 But it's drowning and it can't hold it's breath forever