This Map Is Old News

I don't love what I've done.
 All these months of wear,
 I don't know where I was.
 And now at this anchor like and alter
 I'll tie and tie and tie
 (I'll tie and tie)
 And if this never ends
 At least I'll stay alive
 Know when to count my loses
 And if this never ends,
 At least I'll stay alive.
 Learn to forgive myself
 Now press west!
 Cover your footsteps!
 Climb your hill,
 Like a mountain!
 You are not the wall on which I lean
 (I'm not the man you though I was)
 Is there more to this than what I see?
 (I'm not the man you though I was)
 I've been wandering
 And for this I ache.
 I should have told you,
 I loved you back.
 I've been wandering
 This wasn't a dream
 Set Adrift
 (Ill advised, ill equipped)
 Sleep safe
 (Thinking well)
 We can only hope he makes it.
 We can only hope.
 Hope he
 And if this never ends
 (makes it somewhere)
 At least I'll stay alive
 Know when to count my loses
 (hope he)
 And if this never ends,
 (makes it somewhere)
 At least I'll stay alive.
 Learn to forgive myself