A Vision Of A Nameless Soul

Far from the eternal horizons
 Far from the gates of sleep
 Guarded by unspeakable demons
 (Where) I lived endless lives
 (Where) I beheld the pale moon of sorrow
 (Where) my agony ran away like a howl out of my mouth
 (Where) my eyes were petrified by fear!
 I roam for centuries over the vast oceans
 Under the fierce black clouds
 Torn by lightnings and thunders
 I saw the eternal kingdoms rose!
 I ran like a wolf
 Under enormous trees of primordial forests
 Where the leaves rustling
 Cause a strange chill
 Knowing that sometime it will appear
 You feel its shadow and its grotesque sight
 You are like a hunted animal
 At the mercy of the ruthless predator!
 I traveled over snowy mountains
 I was hearing screaming of pleasure and terror
 When the night covered them and the sky
 As a sweet lover, kissed their peaks
 I crossed dead rivers
 And out of cursed lakes - I saw! - life!
 I walked into vast deserted palaces
 In endless chambers
 I scrutinize occult frescoes
 My tear was petrified by looking
 At strange figures!
 Everlasting melancholy, everlasting loneliness
 Everlasting pain, everlasting blasphemy!
 I saw life rose from the water,
 I saw the truth i didn't wish to know!
 I heard hysterical cries
 Of invisible demons
 Rose out of deep green swamp
 In the vertigo of eternity.
 How insuperable is my spirit's sin
 How huge the size of my condemnation
 No salvation I can find
 I couldn't even remember
 I couldn't even describe
 I wish I could die - to forget -!
 Everlasting melancholy, everlasting loneliness,
 Everlasting pain, everlasting blasphemy!