First Christmas

Waiting at the door while you hug your brother
 Hand in your pocket and a gift in the other
 I'm kind of nervous but free
 Heart in the home of a newish lover
 Daughter of a worried Jewish mother
 Told me to Smile and say please
 There's lights on the tree getting carried away
 Cousins playing songs on the floor like a stage
 It's magic
 I wish I could stay
 But all that I know, this night is perfect
 Safe and warm
 I spent my life searching for more
 Just to find it on a winter afternoon
 Saying how lucky am I to spend
 My very first Christmas with you
 
 Christmas with you
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 Talks on the couch and trips to the attic
 Drinks on the porch and we're watching the classics
 Chevy Chase is driving on the screen
 This snow makes New York feel like a small town
 It's only been a few years since I came out
 With you, I've never felt so me
 These lights on the trees getting carried away
 Cousins playing songs on the floor like a stage
 It's magic, I wish I could stay
 All that I know, this night is perfect
 Safe and warm
 I spent my life searching for more
 Just to find it on a winter afternoon
 Saying how lucky am I to spend
 My very first Christmas with you
 First Christmas with you
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 And no one ever understands me
 Your mom is telling me I'm family
 Next year, can we do it all again?
 Same time, same place
 I text you when the plane is landing
 I'll admit, I'm already planning
 Next year, can we do it all again?
 Next Christmas day