Death Perception

I've about had it with my antics
 Overdramatic, and manic i'm unbalanced
 Bitter romantic and problematic
 Might as well kill me while you're at it
 Defeated and hopeless
 I'm sure most of you know this
 Sedate me maybe then I won't feel so empty
 Regressing to cope so that I can feel something
 Defeated and hopeless
 Tragedy at your service
 Anxiety and anger you make me nervous
 Come without warning and then leave when you feel like it
 Killing my mood, killed off the smile
 Please why won't you take me away for awhile
 I can't resist, this helpless bliss
 Mental demons hard to dismiss
 Flirting with disaster, a still born bastard I don't matter
 With nothing to show, a loser,
 A head case, with a headspace still sinking below
 Still sinking below
 I'm sinking below
 Sinking alone
 I wanna be somebody else
 Sinking below, replace me
 This mess i am
 I wanna be somebody else (somebody else)
 I wanna feel something inside me
 Rebuilding
 I wanna be somebody else
 I wanna feel something other than guilt
 Am I gone? I can't tell
 Doing all that I can to lose myself
 Mental demons hard to dismiss
 Troubled senses we coexist
 It's raining it's pouring, the reaper is calling
 And here I am still fucking drowning
 Needles and pins, needles and pins
 Insecurity builds, overthinking begins
 Tell me when all of this ends
 Dealing the devil's hand again