Hostage

Eyes heavy, I haven't been sleeping
 Bloodshot from staring straight at my ceiling
 Thoughts ripping me to pieces, I'm speechless
 I keep latching onto temporary happiness
 Even if it's for a night
 That's one less I'll spend overwhelmed and stressed again
 Fixating on things I can't control
 Like god damn tunnel vision
 Burdening this weight alone
 There's nothing left to feed on
 Capillaries have ran dry
 Blood leaking out of my mind
 Toxicity and I, we intertwine
 No last words, put me in the dirt
 I don't wanna feel, I don't wanna hurt
 No last words, put me in the dirt
 Six feet is what I deserve
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 It's funny, isn't it? Working towards the imminent
 Really wish I never fucking pissed away my innocence
 Another year slipping through my hands
 Growing old is a hell I can't stand
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 We all end up with nothing
 And that's the deadly sting
 Inevitable and crushing
 Look what it's made me
 No last words, put me in the dirt
 I don't wanna feel, I don't wanna hurt
 Six feet is what I deserve