Hard to Believe

I know the summer won't change
 All the fires that start can't be saved
 Does that apply to you and me too?
 There's some things I've been meaning to say to you
 Like I just want to breathe, is that so hard to believe?
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 What age would you call your prime?
 We've been at this for a long time
 That's a point that I think I could use
 I can't make up another drawn-out, vague excuse
 I'm trying hard not to lie
 Things I'm keeping close on both sides
 But is my silence deafening you?
 It keeps me up at night, I just need a few
 And I just want to breathe, is that so hard to?
 Or would you agree with me?
 And who would you choose to be?
 I think that we'll have to see before too long now
 Got you checking in again
 I've got a friend I've been talking to
 And if you knew I've fallen out
 You're checking in again
 I've got a friend I've been talking to
 And if you knew, I've fallen
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 And I hope you're happy with the things that you've got
 And I'll still remember all the bright parking lots
 And I can finally breathe, is it so hard to believe it now?
 Was I tough to be around? Well, maybe you're better now
 All because I let you down
 I know there's so much I didn't say
 I don't wanna be that way
 I guess it's the price you pay
 For giving your trust away
 I'm giving mine now