This Damn Song

Well, I don't wanna hear the good side of this goodbye
 You wanna go, then baby, just leave
 Don't tell me that, "You still care, that I'll always be special"
 'Cause those words don't mean a damn thing
 I hate that I'm still up, I'm drunk as fuck
 4 a.m., writin' this damn song
 I hate that I'm okay at bein' okay
 Give it time and I'll soon move on
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 You said, "My life was too fucked up to be with you"
 But here you go to the bar 'til 2 a.m.
 I wanna know what he has that I don't
 Well, I was ready for the real thing
 No more shame in this life I live, 'cause I would change for you
 Don't know the hope you gave to me
 But I guess that I'm okay, just need some cocaine
 And a bottle it'll float my mind
 And take a trip to another world where you would be mine
 Well, I don't wanna hear the good side of this goodbye
 You wanna go, then baby, just leave
 Don't tell me that, "You still care, that I'll always be special"
 'Cause those words don't mean a damn thing
 I hate that I'm still up, I'm drunk as fuck
 4 a.m., writin' this damn song
 I hate that I'm okay at bein' okay
 Give it time and I'll soon move on
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 I found a couple of your long hairs in the passenger seat
 Where you looked over, smiled at me
 Guess, "A picture ain't worth as many words" as they say
 And don't tell me that, "It's okay", I'll find my own way
 Don't need your excuse to ease my pain
 Guess it's just time for me to work on me
 Well, I don't wanna hear the good side, there ain't no good side
 You ain't never gonna see what I see
 Don't tell me that, "You still care, that I'll always be special"
 'Cause those words don't mean a damn thing
 I hate that I'm still up, I'm drunk as fuck
 4 a.m., writin' this damn song
 I hate that I'm okay at bein' okay
 Give it time and I'll soon move on
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 Give it time and I'll soon move on