The Secret Life of Me

When I fall asleep at night
 I wish my brain could sneak away
 Increase my pace and hop the gate
 And travel to another plane
 First I'd find my evil twin
 Then I will make best friends with it
 We'd both hate the same things
 And waste some hours talking shit
 Then we can write some songs
 Joel would be impressed
 We complete each other's lines
 Because our stupid brains connect
 But because of that
 Our serotonin would crash
 At approximately the same time
 And we both would need a nap
 Goddamn
 Sunbathe
 Looking like a Sunday
 Wishing for a someday
 I could run away like that
 Now I think I need a life or maybe nine
 'Cause I'm feeling like I'm running out of time, yeah
 Someday, maybe on a Sunday
 I can sit and sunbathe
 I could run away like that
 Now I think I need a life or maybe nine
 'Cause I'm feeling like I'm running out of time, oh
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 I've seen a place I'd like to stay
 Nirvana, but it's far away
 Yeah, it might take a couple planes
 And parachutes for my escape
 Jump face-first into the sun
 We've got the same sunglasses on
 My solar eyes grow polarized
 But the blinding light it so much fun
 Maybe paradise
 Is somewhere deep inside
 The halls or walls
 Where I've spent all my time
 Building my whole life
 Where I feel alright
 'Cause I never wanna leave the secret life of me
 The secret life of me
 Sunbathe
 Looking like a Sunday
 Wishing for a someday
 I could run away like that
 Now i think i need a life or maybe nine
 'Cause I'm feeling like I'm running out of time, yeah
 Someday, maybe on a Sunday
 I can sit and sunbathe
 I could run away like that
 Now I think I need a life or maybe nine
 'Cause I'm feeling like I'm running out of time, oh
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 I feel like I'm running out of time
 Real life never feels like it's mine
 So I'll dissociate until I'm fine
 Until I'm fine
 I keep my eyes wide shut
 Live a secret life for fun
 Away from anyone and everyone
 
 And someday I will sunbathe
 Looking like a Sunday
 Wishing for a someday
 I could run away like that
 Now I think I need a life or maybe nine
 'Cause I'm feeling like I'm running out of time, yeah
 Someday, maybe on a Sunday
 I can sit and sunbathe
 I could run away like that
 Now I think I need a life or maybe nine
 'Cause I'm feeling like I'm running out of time, oh