Lost the Way

Now, wait a minute
 Do you realize what you're saying
 Oh, I know what I'm saying
 (Quote from the movie 10 Rillington Place)
 I'm lying here the bed's white
 Someone turns off the light
 There in the dark I start to cry
 It all comes back to me
 The way we lived our lives
 And all the things we never feared
 We were not like all of them
 We didn't work we didn't worry
 All we had was money, money
 All we ever had was fame and fun
 When I look at me then
 When I look at me now
 I can understand the fall
 But I'll never know how
 There in the dark I cry
 It all comes back to me now
 Whether it was by substance
 Whether it was by car or
 If I fell in the distance
 Or if I thought a war
 I cannot remember
 If I was shot in the back
 Or If I drowned in my bath
 Now in this bed all day
 Now in this bed all night
 I still have my moment
 When they bring me out
 It is all that's left now
 Of this fearless mind
 A blink of my eye and
 Some times she smiles
 This white angel over me
 This angel touching me sometimes
 The way we lived our lives
 And all the things we never feared
 There in the dark I cry
 It all comes back