Rumor Mill

Here we go again
 It's like you're calling all the shots
 Before I shoot them
 And I hate that
 Every time I turn my back
 I wonder what you'll say to make me sound
 Like someone different
 It's not worth it anymore
 We've been picking up the pieces
 Leaving all the dust behind
 Sick of all the pressure
 You're just wasting time
 And I don't ever wanna
 Know what it feels like
 To be a shadow of myself
 And I don't ever wanna
 Come back down from this feeling
 What makes you think that
 You know what's better for me
 And I don't think you wanna see what's underneath
 Your made up version of me
 There you go again believing
 That the truth is what you're reading
 Talk some shit I haven't heard before
 If you've got something to say
 (Don't wanna talk about it)
 If you need someone to blame
 (Go on and cry about it)
 I measure life in minutes
 But these critics think they've got me figured out
 We've been picking up the pieces
 Leaving all the dust behind
 (We left what wasn't ours behind)
 Sick of all the pressure
 You're just wasting time
 And I don't ever wanna
 Know what it feels like
 To be a shadow of myself
 And I don't ever wanna
 Come back down from this feeling
 What makes you think that
 You know what's better for me
 And I don't think you wanna see what's underneath
 Your made up version of me
 I've lost the strength to keep my
 Grip on the reality that
 Every thought from day to day
 Is fading from my memory
 But I will never let this grow
 Out of my control
 And watch your step so you don't
 Fall into this hole you dug alone
 This hole you dug alone
 And I don't ever wanna
 Know what it feels like
 To be a shadow of myself
 And I don't ever wanna
 Come back down from this feeling
 What makes you think that
 You know what's better for me
 And I don't think you wanna see what's underneath
 Your made up version of me