Stay

Feels like I'm running in circles
 Stuck on the stairs between stories
 I'm tired and I'm bored of the same thing
 But I can't stop thinking about a one way ticket out
 I don't care if it rains everyday where I'm going
 I'd rather have an umbrella than be staring out the window
 So tell me
 Why I can't live my life this way
 And tell me
 Why I should stay
 Sometimes I feel like a boxer
 And I'm just beating myself up
 I can't let it be my fault I'm still here
 I've been trying for months and failing for years
 I just want to get out of this place
 I'd hit the road with the change in my pocket
 I don't care if it rains everyday
 I'd rather have an umbrella than be staring out the window
 Maybe years from now I will see you in town
 And I'll wonder why I ever tried to listen to ya
 And you'll notice me as you try to seem
 Better than everything you bet that I would never be