Damn Spotlight (Julia's Song)

If tomorrow I could just wake up beside you,
 See the morning sunlight spill across your face.
 Through the window that looks out on our front porch,
 Where I can hear the bare feet of our children play.
 Well that might be a place I'd like to stay.
 If I could buy a boat I'd cross an ocean,
 But I ain't got enough to buy a clue.
 So I lie here on the floor,
 And hand myself a couple more,
 And I wonder how I'll make it back to you.
 And the truth is love, that's all I ever do.
 Oh but I'll paint on a smile,
 And I'll pretend that it's alright,
 And die a little more underneath this damn spotlight.
 Tell myself this time round I'll get it right,
 That's a lie that I tell myself to just get by.
 I know you got boys sleeping there beside you,
 Both with curly hair and eyes so blue.
 I know it's hard after awhile,
 But I miss every smile.
 Finally I realize the truth,
 And the only good thing I ever did to you.
 Oh but I'll paint on a smile,
 And I'll pretend that it's alright,
 And die a little more underneath this damn spotlight.
 Tell myself this time round I'll get it right,
 That's a lie that I tell myself to just get by.
 Oh but I'll paint on a smile,
 And I'll pretend that it's alright,
 And die a little more underneath this damn spotlight.
 Tell myself this time round I'll get it right,
 But that's a lie that I tell myself to just get by.