Understand

I told you I couldn't do this,
 Gotta be alone with these thoughts,
 Not for my heart but for my art,
 A lonely cause,
 I'm done with just testing the nights that I want,
 'cause a taste is fine just for the night but I need more,
 And I'm burning out,
 Oh every single second I am learning now,
 Oh every single minute I am trying out,
 Living life tonight I felt alive,
 And understand that my mind is awake
 today,
 And understand that my colours are grey
 are grey,
 Oh how they're grey
 No but I couldn't do this,
 Be alone with these thoughts,
 Not for my heart but for my art,
 It's such a chore,
 And I'm through with just testing the nights that I want,
 'cause a taste is fine just for the night but I need more,
 And I'm burning out,
 Oh every single second I am learning now,
 Oh every single minute I am trying out,
 Living life tonight I felt alive,
 And understand that my mind is awake
 today,
 And understand that my colours are grey
 are grey,
 Oh how they're grey
 And understand that my mind is awake
 today,
 And understand that my colours are grey
 are grey,
 With everything, everything that is burning down,
 With everything, everything I am learning now,
 With everything, everything that is burning down,
 With everything, everything I am learning now,
 And understand that my mind is awake
 (With everything, everything I am learning now)
 And understand that my colours are grey
 (With everything, everything I am learning now)