Chasing the Wind

You should send me away, I've been such a liar
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 With the strongest of words, but weakest desire
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 But look at me now, I'm reaching much higher
 I'm trying so hard, but quickly I tire
 When will it be enough?
 
 So often I see Your beauty surrounding me
 But find my way out
 What's wrong with my heart? This friction of bound and free
 That fills light with doubt
 When will it be enough to know just grace and stop chasing the wind?
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 I tried to be wise with foolish volition
 Working to earn my place
 Oh how I was bold, but ignored my condition
 Forgetting "all of grace"
 I feel the push and the pulls as it all tears me apart
 I'm tripping over my pride, what's wrong with my heart?
 I feel the push and the pulls as it all tears me apart
 I'm tripping over my pride, what's wrong with my heart?
 When will it be enough to know just grace and stop chasing the wind?
 Oh how much I've sinned!
 So often I see the darkness that's found in me
 But clinch my eyes shut
 My guilt will agree I drown in the deepest sea
 Yet how could this be? I've been such a liar
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 Who's got nothing to give and none You require
 How could I forget? Your ways are much higher
 I couldn't afford mercy
 Declaring to me Your love doesn't tire
 You must be everything
 You've taken my curse and all that I've squandered
 There's nothing that I could bring
 That despite all my flaws and how far I've wandered
 You've given everything
 You're longing to show Your mercy
 My weakness reveals Your beauty
 You're longing to show Your mercy
 My weakness reveals Your beauty