Hindsight

As I drift on the water, a voice calling to me had said
 "Sail into the harbor, cast down your nets and follow Me"
 First of all the chosen, I saw the raising of the dead
 It must be my devotion, for I stood alone upon that sea
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 So I walked on the tempest, I saw the waves below my feet
 It's clear I was the bravest, to meet the stranger on the deep
 I am the rock on which to build this land
 Got the keys to the kingdom, I'm at His right hand
 I was the first among the chosen, the boldest in devotion
 Walking out upon the ocean, what else could I need?
 I'm well-versed in forgiveness, as many as seven times repeat
 In service was I fearless; attack my king, my blade you'd reap
 (What else could I need?)
 Haunting my reflection, a bitter thought comes to my mind
 I made known my objection, about how You had come to die
 You said my thoughts were of the devil's kind
 I was opposed to Your kingdom, and I should get behind
 But You were talking like You're cursed,
 already laying in Your deathbed
 Maybe somehow You were misled.
 May it never be!
 You said I would fall away before the rooster's crow would end
 To my shame did I betray, deny You as my closest friend
 I'm singing, heart is hardened
 I'm sleeping in the garden
 I'm swinging swords I'm guarding my kingdom and my stardom
 Am I different than Judas? For I betrayed the kindest friend
 I'm all out of excuses, with nothing to make my amends
 O Love! O Love! O Love, You bottomless abyss!
 O Love! O Love! O Love, You bottomless abyss!
 How tender You had spoken
 though I betrayed the kindest friend
 Faithful in devotion, such a love I cannot comprehend
 Oh when You found me I was broken,
 from the words that I had spoken,
 but You were faithful in devotion.
 You remembered me!