Scam Likely

I often wonder
 If I can really be sure
 Where would I exist
 If I existed at all
 Over and under
 Tell me what normals for
 Maybe I'm a bit too tired of it all
 I'm gone
 Beyond
 And I'm barely holding on
 And I know theres nothing I can do about it
 Tell me you love me
 Tell me that I'm adored
 And burn me with your starlight
 Evermore
 For now I'll keep my dreamin'
 And just pretend
 And be both here and now
 Both now and then
 I'm gone
 Beyond
 And I'm barely holding on
 And I don't know if I can wrap my head around it
 I'm gone
 Beyond
 Hopeless feelings linger on
 And I know theres nothing I can do about it
 Feel the darkness come my way
 Hear the wind keep me awake
 Feel my hands begin to shake
 I'm gone
 Nothing I can do about it
 Nothing I can do about it
 No I can't wrap my head around it