Underneath

My face is a wall
 You see the fractions of glass that make up my thoughts
 Nothing refrained
 The sadness that makes up my pain
 The anger, the shame
 Manipulation for gain
 Idolatory, lust, all labor in vain
 Drink it away
 Bottles hold my pain
 The cigarette smiles
 Keep me insane
 Addictions, convictions
 Silence screams my name
 It's so hard to stand up and break the machine
 But I swear, this isn't me
 And I know, Your love's unfailing
 Are you aware
 Of what's hidden underneath?
 What's hidden underneath?
 What can You see?
 Your eyes don't sleep
 What's buried underneath
 When You look inside of me?
 But can You see
 The spaces in-between?
 To save what's left of me
 From what's hidden underneath
 What's hidden underneath
 My heart is a hole
 Can't give up or gain the control
 Praying within
 Don't know where to end or begin
 Dissension, and questions
 Are there reasons for seasons?
 Should I run away
 Or face and deny all my demons
 'Cause I swear, this isn't me
 And I know, Your love's unfailing
 Are you aware
 Of what's hidden underneath?
 What's hidden underneath?
 What can You see?
 Your eyes don't sleep
 What's buried underneath
 When You look inside of me?
 But can You see
 The spaces in-between?
 To save what's left of me
 From what's hidden underneath
 What's hidden underneath
 'Cause I swear, this isn't me
 And I know, Your love's unfailing
 Are you aware
 Of what's hidden underneath?
 What's hidden underneath?
 What can You see?
 Your eyes don't sleep
 What's buried underneath
 When You look inside of me?
 But can You see
 The spaces in-between?
 To save what's left of me
 From what's hidden underneath
 What's hidden underneath
 Hidden underneath ('Cause I swear)
 (This isn't me) It's hidden underneath
 (And I know, Your love's unfailing)