The First Kiss (Cuts Deepest)

I have a confession for you,
 You're not my first.
 I'm older than i seem, though sometimes i still move too fast,
 I'm smarter than i look but i have a chequered past.
 I have a confession for you,
 You won't be my last...
 The first kiss cuts deeper than the rest,
 It's a shame, but it's just the way it is.
 The first kiss cuts deeper than the rest,
 I will never breathe again.
 I have a confession for you,
 My love passed on long ago,
 When the world was black & white and i was oh-so young,
 Now i'm obliged to take from you what i need to stay strong.
 I have a confession for you,
 All i love has gone,
 The first kiss cuts deeper than the rest,
 It's a shame, but it's just the way it is.
 The first kiss cuts deeper than the rest,
 I will never breathe again.
 In between days, only at night,
 I took his love, he took my life,
 Somehow my dress became undone.
 The moon stared down in disapproval,
 Like a dead man's head forced into a pitch black drain,
 Weeping stars to illustrate a glittering release from pain,
 From my loveless life. my lifeless love would gleam,
 Just like the tears that hang above our heads,
 In these wooden beds.
 I think it's getting late.
 Now i kneel before saint peter's gate,
 The hot breath of hell still on my neck as i wait.
 And i wait, and i wait, and i wait...
 The first kiss cuts deeper than the rest,
 It's a shame, but it's just the way it is.
 The first kiss cuts deeper than the rest,
 I will never breathe again.
 The first kiss cuts deeper than the rest,
 It's a shame, but it's just the way it is.
 The first kiss cuts deeper than the rest,
 I will never breathe again.