Ghostwork

Hour hero yes,
 had showed you there'd be days like this
 And you find yourself longing for a certain drastic context
 A dreadful circumstance that will tack great lenghts onto
 your dictionary definition
 To soothe your leaden unterstanding of bread water and money
 now arriving by an alternate route at where the absence of such things might leave you
 mind you,
 this is not more rich confession of a child actor
 and as you would agree completely with a gift cyst as it appeared in your throat
 the decision of further limit the pain registrar
 and delight your tiny heart a moment with uncontested omnipresence will...
 You've had the wind knocked out of you by something life size
 And you're afraid to say to your face
 You stretch the pen and cheat the sleep
 This sort of evening you want to say something words cannot
 Which leaves your ghost blowing up globes
 Tying them off with an x-axis c-clamp
 And setting them down
 for 7 days and 7 nights
 you've sewn a cloth copy of your nervous system
 to a turtle neck and pair tuxedo pants
 outside the city's dry all covered in primer
 you have lost control of your hair
 yesterday you were shot for a magazine cover
 fatigue swapped your body build with all urge and by the door
 you heard demo's creaking squeezing a squeal from your guilt
 against the clinging teeth of their cd-tray
 all beneath the inner half of the door knob
 hissing at its other head
 hung in the sun
 your staring at a quilt as the lump sum of it's parts
 and it's begun to look brutal
 no empty hallway for you bearing the 100 bright light blocking doors of luck
 and here in the favor of life I will
 contrive no device against expectation, only announce
 I have learned to respect the color yellow
 for one reason or another
 in the insurmountable non strength of one's weight
 And your afraid to say to your face
 You stretch the pen and cheat the sleep
 (long audience) Get a hold of this
 Get a hold of this
 (long audience) Get a hold of this
 Get a hold of this
 (long audience) Get a hold of this
 Get a hold of this
 Get a hold of this
 Long long audience, overconfidence
 long audience, overconfidence
 long audience, overconfidence
 long audience, overconfidence
 long long audience, full with overconfidence