in the dirt (heartburn)

If I wanted commitment
 Would've renewed my subscription
 They say I never learned my lesson
 Guess that it's your fault for never second guessing
 Yeah your instinct might've been right
 But you never went to run and hide (Hide)
 Baby you and I were fight or flight (Flight)
 But you stayed and died (Yeah)
 Bet you never felt like I do with her
 Bet you never thought that you could be hurt
 I say it often everyday until it burns
 Heartburn till you're in the dirt
 I know you never felt like you wanna do
 Everything it takes for you to prove
 You're not the bad guy that I painted you to be
 You're just a sad guy messing up my energy
 Say you wanna take it back (Backtrack)
 Everything that we made
 Well you're sending out an open invitation to get played
 Yeah, you're living in your head in a fantasy
 And you get off on the thought that you're in control of me
 Well I hate to break it to you
 But your brain doesn't function like a normal human
 You live with the assumption
 That when I said to stay away
 I'd always stop and hesitate
 To write a song and drop your name
 And pass over the blame
 No I don't wanna know how you been coping
 But you'd better sleep with one eye open
 Whenever and whatever you wanted
 Yeah you got it but that still wasn't enough for you
 La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la
 La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la
 La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la
 La-la-la-la-la-la
 No I shouldn't have to ask you if you ever even smile
 Cause if I made you happy you would never feel the need to lie
 And to you it might sound crazy but that's just what's on my mind
 And baby I don't wanna keep this situation quiet
 No you're never gonna catch me falling
 Back into my old habits if I see you calling
 Cause I felt something real and you felt nothing
 So I left you in the ground in a coffin
 Didn't anybody tell you that it's rude to stop and stare
 I find it funny how you hurt me first and then you seem to care
 Always twisting up my words and you acting unaware
 I just wanna end this nightmare
 Bet you never felt like I do with her
 Bet you never thought that you could be hurt
 I say it often everyday until it burns
 Heartburn till you're in the dirt
 I know you never felt like you wanna do
 Everything it takes for you to prove
 You're not the bad guy that I painted you to be
 You're just a sad guy messing up my energy