Crisis

i want to have a little bit of crisis.
 i want to test the mettle of my gun.
 i want to have my back against the wall
 just to see if i would run.
 what will it take to break my system?
 what will it take to loose my calm?
 how long must i keep walking
 with my eyes staring straight ahead.
 this disaster will divide us all.
 i'm itching in my skin,
 i shake myself awake.
 i've been tested.
 i've been worked through.
 i've been tested, my back up against the wall.
 you pushed me here,
 you pushed me there.
 had to ask every question.
 you brought me here.
 devour space and time
 take all it's yours.
 counter-crisis
 i want to have a little bit of crisis.
 i want to test the mettle of my gun.
 i want to have my back against the wall
 for the best seat in this house to watch it fall.
 this disaster will divide us all.