My Best Friends

i'll try to live through this
 please watch over me.
 you were always there for me
 when i needed a shoulder to cry on
 childhood can be so cruel
 thank god i had you
 they say you should remember them the way they were
 and never cry, but that's easier said than done
 i tried but too many times i've seen people leave in a box
 so i can't cry, i have to be strong
 days go by i wish i could see you again
 to lose a friend the world's so unfair
 sometimes i think about what may have been
 if that phone didn't ring
 would people have wept over me
 like they wept over you?
 what would be of mom and dad
 to lose their only son
 would school even notice i was gone?
 i am gone
 Where are all my best friends?
 they left me alone again
 i have no one to turn to
 struck down i never said good bye
 i never said thank you
 who needed love?
 i had you
 but now you've faded away
 like the pictures i hang on my wall
 i'll remember you