Double Vision

I don't tell you this enough, I
 Feel like I'm in luck, like
 Please don't wake me up, I'm
 Dreaming or on drugs, high
 Seeing double vision
 2020's different
 What we're doing isn't
 Me and you are mixin
 Drinks are being poured up
 Drippin from the floor up
 Lights on 'till the cords cut
 Out I'll order more, fuck
 I feel like a nascar
 I just made it past start
 Fuck I hated last year
 Never thought I'd last here
 Hate it when my hands shake
 Saving pills I can't take
 That was for my own sake
 I was always home late
 Either that or homeless
 Scared of my aloneness
 Luckily that's the old me
 Now I'm never lonely
 Said it's just medicine
 Take it deep let it in
 I thought I was alright
 If you hold my hand tight
 We were never lonely
 You and I were I were hoping
 We would make it in spite
 Everybody's insight
 I know I'm falling but I fall so slow
 I'm calling everybody that I know
 I'm popping bottles let the champagne flow
 Black beamer with the black windows
 Blacked out in my fantasy I'm
 Two deep in these leather seats
 Two door and my baby riding
 Lone wolf but you come with me
 New titties she could never hide em
 Bad bitch so it's fine with me
 Double shots seeing double vision
 Drive fast through the city streets