makeup makes me pretty

I feel like I lost it, honest
 I feel like I'm a million miles away from what I used to be
 There's a couple of substances
 In the hole where my heart used to be
 Maybe I'm a lost cause and I'll take that to my grave (whoa)
 Maybe I don't wanna talk about it anyway
 One step you're close to me
 I just wanna feel wanted
 Sometimes love is all you need
 When you don't wanna feel nothing
 'Cause makeup makes me pretty
 Makes me feel like I'm someone
 'Cause skin is such a pity
 When you're trapped in the wrong one
 'Cause makeup makes me pretty
 Makes me feel like I'm someone
 'Cause skin is such a pity
 When you're trapped in the wrong one
 And I don't wanna run away
 Why does this always happen to me?
 We could live just like the movie on your screen
 Don't know if I could last another day
 Feel like I'm preaching to the choir
 Wonder why I look so tired all the time
 All the time, I try to find, dead or alive
 It's so hard to live a lie
 All the time, I try to find, dead or alive
 It's so hard to live a lie
 Yeah, you want it, you breathe it, never really need it
 Got my back at the sun but it's still burning my feet
 Got your life in my hands but I don't know what it means
 No, I don't know what it means, can you spell it out for me?
 Cuz the calendar days they trip they spiral
 Haven't spoke in weeks, I guess, been a while
 If I make my bed and brush my teeth
 Will you fill my head with kerosene?
 'Cause makeup makes me pretty
 Makes me feel like I'm someone
 'Cause skin is such a pity
 When you're trapped in the wrong one
 'Cause makeup makes me pretty
 Makes me feel like I'm someone
 'Cause skin is such a pity
 When you're trapped in the wrong one