Slander

Maybe I shouldn't have said it of course
 I was too quick to judge
 Words swiftly spoken may be unrefined
 I didn't know optimism was a crime
 Hey I have got enough problems
 Don't need extra baggage from you Pointless games and taxing headtrips
 Unfortunate side effects of your friendship
 I may have slipped wont happen again my legs are beneath me now
 For the last time cut down from behind
 I will be ready next time
 It's no big deal
 I've gotten used to being let down
 I just didn't think that
 I would ever be let down by you
 Your antics are always expected
 Passed off as being your nature
 Get away with murder cause you're just being you
 A modern day version of Shakespeares licensed fool
 Not to say that I'm not guilty
 Emotions get the best of me
 Quick to fight a nasty habit
 Can't keep my cool if I never had it
 I had so much faith in you til I saw your true colors bleeding through
 You're a joke that I don't get with a punchline
 I'm trying hard to forget
 I don't want to carry the burden
 Of holding this grudge any longer
 What to do, do I made amends?
 Or discard this joker from my deck of friends?
 Slander you said it I heard it
 But you know I never deserved it
 So locked to you the world in my head
 I know I should have never let you in