Rat Race

I don't live wanna live a lie
 I'm diving into what seems like hell again
 I'm still waking up in the same place
 Stuck in the rat race
 Seeing the same old shit
 Everyday is a headache
 Feeling my soul take hits I can't withstand
 When will the tide change for my own sake?
 The pain is relentless
 Can someone stop me
 From falling head first
 Over the precipice
 This isn't how I wanted to be
 Rejection inside, reflects what I see
 Show me the path that I was meant to lead
 The fire inside, it's all that I breathe
 Don't listen to them it's their apathy
 Holding you back when I'm
 Stuck in this misery
 All I can teach you is
 Mistakes are memories
 Follow your heart again
 Reclaim the light I need
 Now you know what it's like
 To be a stranger with no home
 I feel the fire, it's coursing through my throat
 Can you hear the cry my soul makes?
 It's weeping all alone
 Breaking down my walls and it pulls me away
 To an ocean surrounding this abysmal ache
 In the end, this is hell
 (This is hell)