Waste Away

Standing at the edge again, looking at the mess I've made
 The dissent fills me with grief
 Holding on to these fractured memories
 I thought the sea would drown my sorrow
 I thought the rain could wash this pain
 I found solace in these vices and it gave into crisis
 Piece by piece I fill myself with a false relief
 In the same old hell
 I waste away, waste away a little more every day
 Till I disintegrate
 So give me more, give me more
 Decay that we're all dying for
 Till I disintegrate
 Running from every decision, I made myself a martyr to self-infliction
 Piece by piece I fill myself with a false relief
 In the same old hell
 I waste away, waste away till I disintegrate
 I waste away, waste away a little more every day
 Till I disintegrate
 So give me more, give me more
 Decay that we're all dying for
 Till I disintegrate
 I burned the memory of this sorrow that I carry
 Turned it to ash, left it in the past
 But it always comes backs
 I burned the memory, and it always comes back
 I made myself a martyr to self-infliction
 And it left me here
 Stuck in this same old hell
 I thought the sea would drown my sorrow
 I thought the rain could wash this pain
 Till I disintegrate