Is It Anything?

I don't know why I continue to try
 When the work I put in don't show much ROI
 I'm just chasin' a karat, I'm almost there if
 I close my eyes, I can see it I swear it
 And if I do get it, what is it at all?
 Is it something to hold? Was it there all along?
 If I pull this thread, will I like where it ends?
 Or should I keep playing pretend?
 Is it real? To have it all...
 How does it feel? Is it anything?
 Is it real? To have it all...
 How does it feel? Is it anything?
 Out in L.A., I'm still chasing the fame
 With a pocket of nothing, a wallet of shame
 It's an old rollercoaster and many have paid
 For the ups and the downs, and the lulls in between
 I'm a believer, believing shit that's deceivin'
 To think that you're special
 That you know the meaning
 I'm driven by art and the money, respect
 But is it worth risking my neck? Tell me-
 Is it real? To have it all...
 How does it feel? Is it anything? (Nope!)
 Is it real? To have it all...
 How does it feel? Is it anything?
 Is it anything? (Anything, anything, anything)
 Is it anything? (Anything, anything, anything)
 (Uhhh, this is weird, yeah)
 Is anything real? Drowning, I wish that I had me a gill
 Morpheus, hand me the red and blue pill, Lately,
 I tiptoe while walking on stilts
 Maybe I'd make it if my name was 'Lil",
 Maybe I'd make it if I pop a Xan
 Would you even care if I did it alone?
 Or is it a big deal 'cause I do it on gram? Aye
 The fame, The lights
 I think we're just afraid to be alright
 On our own, we got the sun inside our eyes
 It's a lie, it's a lie, it's a lie, I find
 I find my balance through redirecting the malice
 We never put down our phones, we're so go-go with the gadgets
 You can call me inspector, I hate to bore you with lectures
 Don't mean to be a projector,
 Just purely cleansing the palate 'cause
 I'm tired of this super-duper-ficial shit
 I'd be lyin' if I said I'm not a victim, shit
 I'm miles from the salvation I which to get
 So it's psy, money, wed, tell the world to suck my dik
 Is it real? To have it all...
 How does it feel? Is it anything?
 Is it real? To have it all...
 How does it feel? Is it anything?