saw ur mom at the grocery store

I saw your mom at the grocery store
 She texted me afterwards
 I felt like falling on the floor
 She said, "I miss you, hope you're doing well?
 And I wish we saw you more"
 And I knew that was a lie
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 'Cause you haven't talked to me in at least six months
 I thought that I was healed but now I'm open like a cut
 'Cause I saw your mom at the grocery store
 And she asked me how I was
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 I should have told her the truth
 That I don't know who I am after you
 And I can't stand looking at that fucking pair of
 Shoes I used to wear with you
 Or the pictures that I framed of you
 Oh, I, feel like I'm split in two
 But I asked about your sister instead
 'Cause that's what nice girls do
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 Driving home, the roads all look the same to me
 I pass your house, I block out all the memories
 And I don't miss you, I don't wish you well
 I wish you felt what I had felt
 She has your eyes, she looks like you
 I should have told her the truth
 That I don't know who I am after you
 And I can't stand looking at that fucking pair of
 Shoes I used to wear with you
 Or the pictures that I framed of you
 Oh, I, feel like I'm split in two
 I should've let her know that I deleted all the playlists on my phone
 'Cause every time that song plays, I just wanna call you
 So, I meditate now, but the silence is almost just as loud
 Oh, I feel like I'm split in two
 But I ask about your sister
 Oh, I asked about your sister
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 I should've told her the truth
 I've been terrified, for months, of seeing you
 Every white car makes my heart stop
 I cut my hair, I meditate
 Everything, but change my name
 Oh, I, I'll never be the same