I Just Wanna Feel Okay Again

Some mornings I don't wanna wake up
 Cause I don't wanna have to think
 And there's a moment of peace
 Before it all comes back to me
 And then it gets hard to breathe
 A lonely little broken smile, it's been like this for awhile
 I just wanna feel okay again
 I just wanna feel like I haven't been
 Drowning in the bottomless pit that is my soul
 With a hive of bees buzzing in my skull and
 I just wanna feel okay again
 I just wanna feel like I haven't been these days
 I just wanna know how long it'll take to feel okay
 Hard to feel like I stand a chance
 When every set back seems like an avalanche
 Feels like I'm going insane, thoughts swirl around like a hurricane
 Feels like a tidal wave of pain
 Another 4 am they come alive
 Sting every inch of me til I can't sleep
 I just wanna feel okay again
 I just wanna feel like I haven't been
 Drowning in the bottomless pit that is my soul
 With a hive of bees buzzing in my skull
 I just wanna feel okay again
 I just wanna feel like I haven't been these days
 I just wanna know how long it'll take to feel okay
 Oooh, oooh, oooh, oooh
 Oooh, oooh, oooh, oooh
 I just wanna feel okay again
 I just wanna feel like I haven't been
 Drowning in the bottomless pit that is my soul
 With a hive of bees buzz buzzing in my
 I just wanna feel okay again
 I just wanna feel like I haven't been
 Drowning in the bottomless pit that is my soul
 With a hive of bees buzzing in my skull
 I just wanna feel okay again
 I just wanna feel like I haven't been these days
 I just wanna know how long it'll take to feel okay