Nightmares

I still carry on your memory
 I still feel your energy
 Although you ain't here with me
 And lately
 I don't really know what's gotten into me
 Became all the things
 That we used to pretend to be
 It ain't even pain when it cut this deep
 Only time I feel conscious is when I go to sleep
 And it's not a fucking doctor
 Can make this shit shrink
 Got that uncommon sense
 Give a fuck what you think
 All this common nonsense
 Running rampid in the street
 It's a lot to digest
 Gotta watch what you eat
 All this shit processed
 It ain't even real beef
 Everybody think it's sweet for the clout
 Til the heat in they mouth
 You and the homie got jammed up
 But he getting out
 Snitches used to stitches now
 They get reduced sentences
 Alternate identity protection for the witnesses
 So it's gon be fatality
 So I'ma have to finish shit
 I feel so at home in ya nightmares
 When you all alone no one else there
 Tell me are you scared
 Tell me are you scared
 Are unaware are unprepared
 I feel so at home in my nightmares
 When I'm alone no one else there
 Dancing with my fear I ain't ever scared
 I am well prepared, I am well aware
 Dance with the devil in the pale moonlight
 When ain't nobody left
 It don't matter who was right
 And the joker always finds that funny
 All we wanna do is burn money
 Dance with the devil in the pale moonlight
 When ain't nobody left
 It don't matter who was right
 And the joker always finds that funny
 All we wanna do is burn money
 Like wildfire, uncontrollable desire
 Causes me to perspire
 Working without tire, inspired by higher
 To acquire destiny's attire
 Worn on the occasion, of fates aspiration
 To dance with death
 With no slight of hesitation
 And dedication is lost without meditation
 So focus on what is cherished
 And hopeless is interference
 Believe not your eyes
 For deception of appearance
 When lies are not apparent
 The obvious loses meaning
 Attempting to stay coherent
 And conscious forever sleeping
 Imprisoned for sake of freedom
 Kings without a kingdom
 Violence for sake of peace
 A youth, no one to lead 'em
 And weep soon as you read 'em
 The deck was already stacked
 You see history it rhymes
 Predict the future goin' back a line
 History wit rhymes
 Predict the future goin' back a line
 I feel so at home in ya nightmares
 When you all alone no one else there
 Tell me are you scared, tell me are you scared
 Are unaware are unprepared
 I feel so at home in my nightmares
 When I'm alone no one else there
 Dancing with my fear I ain't ever scared
 I am well prepared, I am well aware