Starting Over

I'm having my doubts
 Bad thoughts are running through my brain
 I said this wouldn't
 Happen to me
 I feel the dark cloud
 Coming over my head
 It's not supposed to rain today
 At least that's what he said
 I know. I believe. I'm scared
 This will be the last time
 That I talk to you
 Know in my heart
 That it's not true
 Hope is the hardest
 When it's all that you have
 My vision
 Is turning blue
 I know I'm safe
 Cause you hold me in Your hands
 Why do I regress?
 I'll never understand
 Like angels and demons
 Pulling on my heart
 Please save me
 I'm quite a baby
 So much has changed in my life
 I can see more clear
 Than before
 I want all that life has to offer
 Even when I know
 That it's wrong