Bleed For You

staring out to space what i do best
 barely at the table as i chew, as i swallow, as i spit
 i forgot my english as the language that i always abuse
 yesterday a blackout swallowed up the afternoon
 yet i can't lay down
 still can't lay down
 because it's so, so loud in here
 i cannot breathe for you
 but i crash and i burn
 and i bleed for you
 and i'll stay alive
 just to have you
 i'll stay alive
 just to own you, but that's the only reason why
 picture your presence collecting your goal
 asphyxiating on love and other pastimes
 a piece of your traction i never get to taste
 these limbs won't lift me off of this floor
 it's times like this i like to forget who i am
 actually it's more like i have never had the choice
 still can't lay down
 still can't lay.
 because it's so goddamn loud in here
 i cannot breathe for you
 but i crash and i burn
 and i bleed for you
 so i'll stay alive
 just to have you
 just to own you, but that's the only reason why